Friday, June 29, 2007

Wow!

So it's the end of the month and now things kick into full swing. I'm off today, yesterday concluded my "training" period at CMC and tomorrow I work my 1st weekend shift. Exciting. . .not to sure but we're going to give it all I've got.
I've been a bit busy with work, weddings, and travel. But now I still have to get through the month of July which will be just as busy. I have to travel to Brunswick, GA for Kesha & Isaac's wedding (oooh today's their spiritual ceremony. . .) and then the next weekend is D'Asia's bridal shower in Atlanta. I really want to go to ATL for the shower but that will be traveling two weekends in a row. . .so the verdict is still out on that one.
Things with SB are still up in the air. It's just a bit much with all my friends having these whirlwind romances and quick engagements that I'm like okay so should that be happening for me also. But thx to a much needed counseling session with James, he's like just chill. The way things are going doesn't mean disinterest by far. So we'll see. I'm trying to be patient and lay low b/c I can't control the way things go. . . It's a struggle but I'm going to do my best to make it through.
Crystal got engaged about 2 weekends ago. . .so that brings my wedding count for the next 12 months up to 5. . .Kesha, D'Asia, Meechy, Shayla, and Crystal. . . whew. . .they are killing my vacay time!

Thursday, June 07, 2007

AWESOME GOD!

Our God is an awesome God! WHENEVER I get down about anything he always steps right in and does things for me that I'm not even expecting. So lately I've been pretty bumbed and pinching my money a little bit b/c of some recent "plumbing" issues with the previou house that I SOLD! But what did He do for me. . . put a check payable to none other than myself in the mail. I mean he's just so awesome! I can hardly put it into words.
So now I'm SUPER crunk again and I want to go to St Louis tomorrow. I will be calling the airlines, ALL of them. . .so I can get on a plane to hang with my gurls and to what. . . SEE SB! Gotta get there and I'm doing everything in my power to make it happen!
Pray for me!

Sunday, June 03, 2007

3 weeks and counting

So it's been a total of exactly 3 weeks since SB and I connected. Strangely enough I feel like we've been talking for a VERY long time. I think it's kinda weird though. Are things supposed to go like this if you don't see each other everyday. . .every week. . . shit every month so far! I mean we talk about any and everything. Nothing in particular but when it gets to when you're talking for hours, I think that's a good sign. I'm really trying/wanting to go to STL next weekend. I'm going to call Air Tran or US Airways to see if I can hop on a flight for cheap. My friends who do the last minute things say that it's best to call w/in 24 hrs of the flight. So Friday I'm going to call the morning of.
It's late on a Sunday evening and I'm not really tired. I mean I "KNOW" mentally that I should be in the bed, but I took a 2 hours nap this afternoon so I'm up. Can't really call SB right now, his plan is to go to the gym in the morning before work at 530 am. . .pretty admirable for someone who can't seem to make it to work at 8am. But hey he says he's going to do it.

I really need someone who's been in the relationship world w/in the last few mos or years to tell me if this is normal. Should I be feeling like this, thinking about someone so often?
What should happen now? What should we be doing? Should we have a running checklist of things to talk about? I tell you it's so much to do.
Who would have ever thought that I'd be wanting to go back to visit STL. I mean I was running out of the city. Craziness. The Lord truly works in mysterious ways. I'm just going to have to trust his plan and go with the flow for real!
So I'm starting to adjust to Charlotte. I still don't have a "crew" of people to hang out with. A girl named Nikki who I met while I was here before contacted me b/c James told her I was back in the QC. So I'm going to give her a holler and see what she's been up to. Oh. . .I was supposed to call Reecy a few weeks ago. Ooops. . . She wants to do dinner. Maybe if I don't go to STL this weekend I can hook up w/ some peeps that I haven't seen in a while. So much to do. . .so much time!